you would wish that they'd just shut up

i have been here with only women. all the furniture is out of order because of painting. i climbed onto one of the bunkbeds by way of the other bunkbed next to it. there was a queen size mattress on it. it is a twin bed. the mattress hangs over but i support the hanging end with the other bunk bed. i gave away my phone battery and the screen is broken, also all of my watches. that means i just sleep when i'm tired and wake up when there is brightness in the window.

of the three staple animals, which would you abjure, you who must abjure exactly one?

yesterday i bought some beef and fried it in butter on a low heat and it became curry. it was tough because i did not bother to sear it if i were to cook it short or cook it long if i were to use low heat. today i bought pork. i made chicharrones from the skin and made a respectable stir fry using the lard that came from frying the skin, low heat again since the stove is inferior to hotter stoves. of course it melts in your mouth and forgives you for however you cook it and goes well with pineapple. this is why i abjure beef. even though that means butter and milk as well.

i have to leave the room when they put on a women's movie. i end up denouncing its sexism, its reification of oppressive relationships. so in this one there is the president of the US and the president of britain. the president of britain is handsome, shy and awkward around women. this means he's not a player and should have sex with one of his aides. the president of the US is married and will have sex with one of the aides right from under the president of britain's nose. then there's some woman who bites her lower lip and spreads her legs slightly in an office environment and everybody jeers at her. a portuguese au pair who kisses her employer who is shy. but it was when she was leaving and he didn't chase after her. this is why i think the movie is a bad influence.